There... were signs... always were;

Then, had to learn there is such an option in general, such transition thingy exist, what does it means... (side quest: learn the queer word)

Then had to learn I may want it...

Then, had to learn I had the signs and what does that mean...

Then, had to learn, my place of living is not so friendly...

Then, had to learn, ppl don't care shitty, unfriendly place, and still are brave and proud...

Then, had to learn, I may be brave and proud one day...

Then, had to learn a ways how to achieve it, then re-learn, coz much stuff were outdated, as we live quite fast, and things changes, yet system is still much unfriendly...

Finally, had to learn proper and actual way of doing it... (for my place, it may be about going right E/T doc, ask what the E/T provider require to provide a receipt, as may be nothing, or may be dramas, insults or simply scam, maybe get request to go to one of many possible written documents from another doc, some kind of mind doc, one of few possibilities)...

Still have to learn how to pass some downs after hitting walls, many walls, it's weekend today, the next step place is off today, but tomorrow... tomorrow will be the day,,,