This was a great read and I really needed it right now. I'm a brick and that's okay, I'm beautiful in my own way. I'll find a lipstick that compliments my mustache!
Girly, you're going to make me cry! I'm soooooo sorry to hear you had such a bad week. I think we all have those thoughts and feelings sometimes, I know I do. I've question myself every day about this, even when I'm girlmoding and super happy about it. I've come out to the people I have because I know them so well and trust them implicitly.
They are my family, blood of the coven is thicker than the water of the womb. There are still a bunch of people in that group who I'm still terrified of telling. I'll likely never tell any of my relatives save one, who happens to be nonbinary and helped me with my makeup years ago.
In my opinion, you've already come out to the most important people: us, your wife, and most importantly yourself. If it takes a little more time for the rest of the world that's okay. If you set yourself a deadline, maybe lower the requirements of that deadline.
You already went out in nature, risked being seen, that's a huge step! Maybe start by going to a different city or part of town and going to a movie, nice and safe and dark. I dunno, that's just my spaghetti on the wall.
Thank you for sharing! We want to be here for you! It helps all of us!
Remember, everyday is a beautiful day, as long as you decide it is, regardless of the weather
Oh I've been in therapy my whole life, I've had regular monthly session with my current therapist since like 2016? I consider myself very lucky, I originally started seeing him for depression and anxiety problems but I remember him also specializing in LGBTQ+ issues.
If you need therapy just start calling people, you'd be surprised how quick you can set something up if you call everyone. Just remember to cancel any appointments you make if you find something sooner or who fits better
Was really great for the most part until last night. Went to see project hail Mary, which was amazing, highly recommend. After leaving the theater, family shit came up and made me disassociatedly depressed. Had to choke down dinner. Feeling somewhat better today, but I'm not looking forward to the coming week. Except therapy on Tuesday, that can not come soon enough.
Your hips aren't what's standing in your way, you are. Now go out and get you some new clothes! Do a makeover montage! Share cute selfies if your comfortable!
Congrats! Therapy is so great once you get used to it. I feel lucky that I've been in therapy on and off my whole life and always encouraged to talk out my feelings at home. I have an appointment next week and will be talking about this part of my life for the first time. I even sent him a link to my realization posts on Transfem.
That coat is super cute and it comes in purple?!?!?! Gotta have it! How dare you feed my shopping addiction lol. Honestly I've been having so much fun femme shopping.
Hope you have a wonderful day and a good session with your therapist!
Yea I'm not great at it, that's why I use vortex. It tells me if I'm missing mods or if mods clash. Bethesda is definitely a buggy company in general. Really wish they weren't
Yea that may contribute, I started with 3 so I never noticed a difference between 3, NV, and 4. Do you play on PC? If you do, I bet there's an auto save mod. I use Nexus mods Vortex mod loader. I'm currently addicted to Starfield so I know how hard it is to jump out of the current binge. Have fun regardless, that's the important part!
I highly recommend giving it another shot, the opening is a bit slow and there is a lllloooooottttt of mindless running through the desert but there are fun things peppered everywhere. Never follow the main road, if you see something in the distance go there, search for the sunset sasparilla star bottle caps, DO NOT ENTER THE QUARRY UNTIL YOU ARE AT LEAST LEVEL 10!!!!
This was a great read and I really needed it right now. I'm a brick and that's okay, I'm beautiful in my own way. I'll find a lipstick that compliments my mustache!