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  • For what it's worth, I would have appreciated as a victim if my bullies seeked me out and truly apologized to me. It would've restored a little faith in humanity. I don't care now anymore, but there was a time.

    Of course, any feeling that the apology was fake or forced would have ruined the whole thing and had the opposite effect.

  • You were lucky to grow up in an environment not triggering your natural human evil.

    The main reason I didn't bully anyone was because I was bullied myself.

  • I'm 35 and when I grow up I want to be psychotherapist. However, I hate university. Fun!

  • I did for a few months/years, but I stopped a while ago. But you'd never have known I was neurodivergent except by watching me for a while, I wasn't advertising the fact. I assume it's the same with a bunch of other streamers, there are probably a bunch, but it'd be kinda difficult to figure out.

    Apart from that, streaming I think doesn't particularly lend itself for autistic folk. We're just usually not as conventionally charismatic and entertaining. I never had more than 5-10 viewers, and I assume it's similar with others. You only get bigger if you have mainstream appeal, which I think is relatively unlikely for autistic streamers.

    So yeah, I'm interested to see other responses to this thread, but I assume there'll be little.

  • The reason this is as public as it is is because an archive like this is more useful the more is archived. If you manage it in an entirely hidden way, you basically won't get it accessible from the clearnet and are relegated to keep it on Tor or similar. And once you do that, a lot less people will use it and thus it'll be a lot less useful.

    Also, they are not only fighting for an archive to exist, they're fighting for it being a societally acceptable thing to exist.

  • Basically you just get a job in some way. I became a programmer and thus earned enough money to afford an apartment by myself. And then I just did that.

    Most western countries also have some kind of social safety net. Dunno about Australia. But most often they wouldn't force you to live with your parents if you lose your job.

  • There's something uniquely different to not live together with other people anymore. For everyone I've talked to, including myself, living alone for a while was an incredibly important experience, not replaceable by simply "doing things for yourself".

    Only when there's no one around can you truly figure out what you would want yourself. As long as there's immediate interaction, just even being seen doing something, there's some kind of influence on our psyche by this interaction. There's just some large difference to when you're completely independent/alone for a while.

    Being able to do stuff like you say is fine and makes sense and is good preparation, but it's just not in the same ballpark at all.

  • That doesn't work, you can't train models on another model's output without degrading the quality. At least not currently.

  • What's wrong with cksfv?

  • „Es gibt immer wiederkehrende Zyklen, Höhen und Tiefen, aber der Verlauf der Ereignisse ist im Wesentlichen der gleiche, mit kleinen Abweichungen. Man hat gesagt, dass sich die Geschichte wiederholt. Das ist vielleicht nicht ganz richtig; sie reimt sich lediglich.“

    Theodor Reik

  • You're the one who brought up runit and insinuated it doesn't have this problem ¯_(ツ)_/¯

  • I don't know runit. Maybe runit didn't even have a way to delay or customize shutdown, maybe it always just waits 5 seconds and then forcibly terminates a process, resulting in you never noticing when a cleanup job was too slow. Maybe you just randomly never installed a particular program with a slow shutdown job while using runit. There's a bunch of reasonable explanations and possibilities for why this difference exists, and they can all mean systemd is perfectly reasonable.

  • systemd moment in the sense that someone not affiliated with systemd used systemd to write a stop job that doesn't terminate quickly? Or that you willingly installed software that brought along a slow stop job with it?

    This is like so far away from systemd's fault, idk, it must just be a meme right?

  • Damn, I can never remember how long to french kiss my bros either! Have been called gay so many times for it.

  • How about transitioning to a woman, then marrying their female best friend? I feel like that would at least be slightly less gay

  • It's because of women hating all men of course.

  • The 7 people is already implied by 5000$/hour to a firm. It's possible, but no single lawyer charges 5000$/hour.

  • It works perfectly for me. 5 likes a day is so much that I couldn't keep up if I was using them all. Have already met several nice people through it.

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    SirActionSlacks Interviews Topson for Tundra Signing

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    The Dota Pro Circuit | Official Blog Post (TL;DR: No more DPC)

    www.dota2.com /newsentry/3727347341067147995
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    No Armor items against PA with Rapier :]

    streamable.com /y4v81v
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    Between the Lanes: The Sound (Proof Booths) of Silence | Official Blog Post

    www.dota2.com /newsentry/3675555405719286536
  • Ask Science @lemmy.world

    How do I calculate if a test like this is statistically significant?

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    BB Dacha Tournament Info and Discussion

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    Gameplay update 7.34c

    www.dota2.com /patches/7.34c
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    It's totally stupid, but I found Yoshi lying down on the Dota map... shitty paint incoming

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    Smurfing is Not Welcome in Dota | Official blog post

    www.dota2.com /newsentry/3692442542242977036
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    All The International 2023 teams have now been confirmed, all qualifiers are done

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    BEST NEUTRAL DENY EVER

    streamable.com /vc9tma
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    Congratulations to the NA and CN teams to qualify for The International 2023

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    The International 2023 Ticket Sales

    store.steampowered.com /news/app/570/view/3640650512240572676
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    Patch 7.34b

    www.dota2.com /patches/7.34b
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    Nigma qualified to BB Dacha

    liquipedia.net /dota2/BetBoom_Dacha/1/Online_Stage
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    Top 15 Winners and Losers from the patch so far

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    Matryoshka Doll

    streamable.com /wm8pd3
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    This patch will be fun, I can feel it :)

    streamable.com /4fqv7j
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    Just in time for Team Spirit to be strong for The International

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    me_irl