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luciole (they/them)

@ luciole @beehaw.org

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Pronouns: they/them, he/she feels nice too.

Doesn't know the lyrics. Just goes meow meow meow.

To bi

or to enby
that is the inclusive "or"

☐ Solid☐ Gaseous☑ Fluid

  • I'm so fucking lonely [vent]

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  • Yes, yes and yes!

    Although I can be picky with movies and anime since I'm just ridiculously skittish. Horror is a big no~no.

    I love programming! Been doing it for twenty+ years and always learning. I'm toying with awk lately although it's been hard to focus so progress is slow even for such a simplistic language. I kind of miss experimenting with opinionated languages like haskell or Common Lisp to heal from the web dev work.

    I play no multiplayer games yet but I have a mind to get into FFXIV. In the single player department I've been enjoying Witch Spring R lately :3

  • I'm so fucking lonely [vent]

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  • Absolutely! Lately I've gotten support for nail painting from the wonderful women at the Blahaj transfem community, including Nikki's :)

  • I'm so fucking lonely [vent]

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  • Good point about the mid-life crisis being valid. I really dislike the mockery made out of it. I've had to deal with that prejudice from the ex and it stung more than it should have.

    You're absolutely right about being open to my daughter. She's 18. If I wasn't open to her about my struggles and about my own queerness than she probably wouldn't have felt safe enough to share with me that she's my daughter and not my son.

    Thanks for the good wishes and reassurance, it means so much.

  • What We Lost the Last Time Code Got Cheap

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  • Fortunately software is much more than App ideas fishing for VC investments. A lot of us are building actual tools for nurses, teachers, technicians, artists, students, etc. We have to analyze these human beings' role in society, their needs, their situation, which is different from merely preying on their attention span. Programming languages are still the most reliable way to specify how the software must behave. And once the software is done, it is merely born. It then lives through a steady flow of continuous adaptation until one day it dies as all things do. Downplaying the human condition is a mistake.

  • I'm so fucking lonely [vent]

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  • Gosh, maybe I should play multiplayer stuff after all...

  • I'm so fucking lonely [vent]

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  • Right?? I love the nail painting! I've always talked with my hands, and now I'm flailing fingers, shooting pure joy out of them, blinding colleagues in the process. Love the "if it feels right it's valid" idea btw. You go rock that slim silhouette, I'll go do the same with my dad build

  • I'm so fucking lonely [vent]

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  • Look forward to the friends and lovers in your future.

    For the longest time I thought my crumpled heart was out of romantic love forever. All spent and burnt up. A few days ago it dawned on me this was regenerating. For a brief moment I felt a diffuse, unfocused speck of love. I mean I can blush again. The mere thought of future friends and lovers is making me blush. The vulnerability is scary as hell though, and I still need to work on not reproducing unhealthy patterns.

  • I'm so fucking lonely [vent]

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  • Supportive thoughts received! I truly appreciate it friend.

  • I'm so fucking lonely [vent]

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  • Your experience is valid, your identity is valid, you are valid.

    All the previous comments have been filling my heart and this is the exact point where I burst into tears. I need to remember those words.

    I've started to look into local queer communities yeah. It's not easy because a lot of them are either geared at youth or seniors, which I am neither. But you are right and I will persist in my search. I'm waiting for a response about one such place as a matter of fact. I actually struggle with letting myself go out at all for fear of neglecting family. This is excessive of course as we're in a much more sane situation than we were. It's all a work in progress.

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  • Wise and kind words. Thank you for directing them at me. Pacing myself, sorting out the thoughts that are mine and not judging my own experience so harshly is something I'm working on with professional help and you're very right to remind me.

  • I'm so fucking lonely [vent]

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  • Thank you for sharing. I'm slowly coming to terms with the fact I need to actually be a person if I want to help. It's a complicated line to thread on but it's the only one that's a life.

  • I blame being easily distracted

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  • I hope you've learned to tell the difference and prepare them properly with butter and garlic by now.

  • What We Lost the Last Time Code Got Cheap

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  • AI tools can generate functional, adequate, perfectly average code at a speed and cost that would have been unimaginable even five years ago. And like the outsourcing wave of the early 2000s, the economics are real and rational. Nobody is wrong for using these tools. The code they produce is often fine. It works. It passes tests. It might ship as-is.

    Not the first time I've read this kind of statement and I always struggle to reconcile this with my personal experience. I'm seriously doubting that I'm just not a "good enough prompter". I know how to explain context from domain to tech and vice versa, that's like, a good 20% of my job. I'd say that AI tools are good at producing code that already exists.

    The LLMs are an interface to a corpus of written material. They've never had a thought, a chat around the coffee machine, or any experience in the largest sense of the world. This is a hard barrier on any induction they may emulate.

  • The New York Times rarely quotes transgender people in trans stories

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  • This needs to be called out repeatedly until it changes. Transexuals are too often treated as a topic instead of being treated as persons. A clear sign of marginalisation.

  • Dam it

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  • It's just trying desperately to land a job I'm not judging. Good luck beaver, hope you ace that interview.

  • Trump fishes for praise after identifying a squirrel in cognitive test

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  • weird flex but ok

  • Magnolias

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  • Evacuating the seed sounds fun.

  • Do I belong in tech anymore?

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  • But will the chat bot understand itself? It's fun when you start questioning the LLM line by line about its own slop in the same session and it starts flagging all sorts of things it did wrong. Why didn't it write it correctly in the first place? Or is the fix wrong? Who knows? People I guess. The model is fed on knowledge but whether it will activate in response to your prompt and be restored unadulterated is a coin toss.

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    cppIsntMuchFaster

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  • 100 kb from multiple mb is fucking huge and it absolutely makes a tangible difference to anyone firing up the website from mobile data. Do not underestimate the power of snappiness, and keep up the good work.

  • Music @beehaw.org
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    Heartworms - Retributions Of An Awful Life

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    Don’t rule

  • Québec @lemmy.ca
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    Le «gros bon sens», ce serait de hausser les taxes sur l’essence

    lp.ca /qb6n3U
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    Things Will Fall Apart - Louis Cole

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    Happy Pi Day!

  • Québec @lemmy.ca
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    Éclipse solaire : Attention aux lunettes trouvées en ligne

    www.tvanouvelles.ca /2024/03/07/eclipse-solaire-attention-aux-lunettes-trouvees-en-ligne
  • Music @beehaw.org
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    post punk

    SMILE - Doohickey

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    Alexandra Stréliski - Umbra

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    Northvolt annonce une nouvelle batterie Sodium-ion

    northvolt.com /articles/northvolt-sodium-ion/
  • Jokes and Humor @beehaw.org
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    miam~miam

  • Québec @lemmy.ca
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    La fabrication de la colère

    www.lapresse.ca /dialogue/chroniques/2023-11-10/la-fabrication-de-la-colere.php
  • Fuck Cars @lemmy.ml
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    Relationship between vehicle characteristics and injury severity

    www.vias.be /en/research/notre-publications/impact-voertuigkenmerken/
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    Slag Queens - Excuses

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    Why We Hate Bi Men

  • Politics @beehaw.org
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    Eisenhower's farewell address (1961)

    en.wikisource.org /wiki/Eisenhower%27s_farewell_address_(audio_transcript)
  • Music @beehaw.org
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    dark ambient

    Demen - Morgon

  • Programming @beehaw.org
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    venting

    I’m NOT excited about coding by AI

  • Politics @beehaw.org
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    Google and Meta to block all reputable media for Canadians

    www.cbc.ca /news/politics/google-canada-online-news-1.6892879
  • Music @beehaw.org
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    Post-Punk

    Protomartyr - Here Is The Thing

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    Shoegaze Post-punk

    Just Mustard - I Am You